Most days i got the lonely feelings again only because of an empty house during the day. The boys, charis and verniel are both back to school and pastor dan is busy with the men on the construction. I am left with my marketing and cooking. So routine. sometimes i am tempted to feel that my life is just going so, so nowhere!
Last night i felt a stubborn headache and aching back. Found out that my blood pressure was up to a dangerous level..... 220 over 110! Husband immediately placed an orange-colored capsule medicine under my tongue to help the blood pressure to go down. (really hate its taste...) I realized i am hooked again with this thing called "rice". (how can i resist you?) This time of my life i need to say goodbye to sweets, oily foods, carbohydates! goodbyes are difficult and painful... Ngaun ko lang alam hindi lang pala para sa tao kundi sa pagkain din, lol!!! It`s time i discipline this hard-headed "me"... dahan dahan sa kanin naman!
My brother dan in Richmond, Canada was rushed to the hospital and is in the ICU this very moment. Can`t explain why the doctor put him into a chemical coma..His condition might be serious, we don`t know yet what happened. My siblings from california, Bong & Jay with mom, and Jane from other side of canada are all driving there to see him. Nothing can i do to see him but to kneel and ask the Lord to reach out to him and heal him.... I believe my God can! guess i should hear more reports from them once they get there about his condition...
For now, waiting is forever! i wish i am there to see for myself! (but we all know its just impossible)... :( :( :(
