pics anyone? gensan visit, grandpa`s wake, new year...

my cousins.... dondon /inday grace
guapings family - my lolo`s wake - after the service -

cousin myrna, giving her testimony - relatives in gensan -
glo, auntie Puring, and my grandpa`s niece
mama and my youngest bro.....jeff

who else but my mom....
bee-ti-ful niece......renda
my bungisngis sis.... glo
A peek at Pacquiao`s mansion in gensan -

inside the aircraft bound for davao city - thank you Lord for another year!!

good looking bunch?
my family with dondon and Silas (malaysia)

new year`s feast
a pose with dear hubby-

papa`s sick

he stayed in Intensive care unit in a hospital in binan, Laguna for 4 days. Pneumonia. those cruel hard pleghms all over his lungs causes it all. They installed the oxegyn tube, at iba pa. things to monitor his heart, at tube para doon ipasok ang pagkain niya...Then we told his doctors we will take him out and transferred him in a private room so that we could be with him and he can see us everytime he opens his eyes. The doctor laid out options for us to choose. To put him in a machine called ventilator, the other one - butasan ang leeg niya para dun ipasok ang tubo na hihigop sa plema. My whole being rebelled to this. We can`t allow them to do that. We know of people who died of complications because of this, and they were younger than papa.

I have a God who knows everything. Our lives is in His hands. He knows what`s best for papa. And it`s only in Him that I trust. Seeing papa in his hospital bed everyday just make my heart seems to burst. Looking frail......can`t even utter a word to tell us his pain. If only he knows I have million pains inside of me..

If only i could take you home.........right now.... Away from this hospital.. :-(

Last night, he seems restless. Trying to say something i can`t comprehend, he took hold of my hand as if afraid to let me go. I could see the sufferings in his eyes...I rubbed his back with my other hand, stroking his brow ........crying as I sang trying to put him to sleep. can`t stop hot tears from flowing. I realize how much i love him. Can`t bear the thought of losing him... Not now Lord....please!!

But if only to stop his sufferings......thy will be done Lord!!

Papa, i want you to know - you`re the best father in the whole world. I am so proud i belong to you as your dear daughter..... I love you pang. You are a wonderful father to us all and I know you will understand if I tell you how much I really do, God knows!

helpful quotations for new year!!

It`s been a while......so much things keeping me. Isa na ang computer naming laging may sumpong!! The holidays was stressful pero masaya. I thank God for good health. One of the best messages I received in my text on new year`s day is this:

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treats you right, forget and forgive about the ones who don`t. Believe that God let everything happens for a reason. Know a good thing when you see it, and don`t let it slip away. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy; they just said it`s worth it.

Here`s the quotations:

1) Sometimes life isn`t fair, but it still good.

2) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

3) Don`t take yourself so seriously, no one else does.

4) Pay off your credit cards every month.

5) You don`t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

6) Cry with someone. It`s more healing than crying alone.

7) It`s okay to let your children see you cry.

8) Don`t compare your life with others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

9) Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don`t worry, God never blinks.

10) A writer writes. If you desire to be a writer, write!!

11) Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don`t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

12) No one is incharge of your own happiness except you.

13) Forgive everyone everything.

14) What other people think of you is none of your business. Tell God about it.

15) If you don`t ask, you don`t get.

16) yield to God....