Saturday, March 21, 2009

goodbye bro. milo....


Days for the Lanuza family have been hard and difficult the last three weeks. It was also for HCJC. Bro. Milo was again admitted into the hospital during this time and is very very ill. Only the Lord knows how long he`ll hold on to life. All his organs have already failed and his body won`t accept treatment anymore. Only his pulse is working, but his heart is rapidly failing. His kidneys, liver and lungs had deteriorated and stopped functioning days ago...

Even with an oxygen tank attached to his nose breathing was a struggle. He fights for dear life... He was restless, i sensed he is in so much pain. Its such an effort not to cry seeing him this way. He seems talking but we cannot make out his words. The voice is gone.

That was 3 days ago yet he continues to hold on. But this time his countenance has change. Looking at him, not moving, eyes close, as if he is only sleeping deeply and peacefully.. There`s a glorious glow written all over his face now. No trace of the sufferings of the past days.. I`m sure that while his body still rest on the hospital bed, his spirit has already set him free from all the pain. I know he is already in the presence of God...

No one knows how long will he continue to lay there clinging onto the little life that`s left, but if finally he would go, we are ready. His loveones are ready......hcjc is ready. Soon he will be with Jesus, his blessed hope, and He will wipe away all the tears in his eyes, will bestow on him everlasting relief.

Last monday, March 23, 2009, on the wee hours at 3:00 o`clock dawn, our house phone rang. Someone from the hospital called informing us that Bro. Milo is gone. Yes gone to be with the Lord... and into his eternal rest. The Lord giveth, the Lord taketh away, Blessed be the Name of the Lord!.

Our life is in His hands, again, Blessed be the Name of the Lord.

"Bro. Milo we will terribly miss you. I remembered the last two sundays you came to church and worshipped God with us. It was during our church thanksgiving sunday last February 8, 2009. The picture of you jumping and dancing while praising God with all the strenght you can muster will fondly remain in our memories. Sickness cannot stop a man like you from declaring and proclaiming the goodness and faithfulness of God. We will always be grateful to God for bringing you into our lives and into HCJC, letting us all be a part of such a pillar of faith as you"....

Bro. Milo had been diagnosed with cancer of the colon a year ago. Since then he has claimed and proclaimed that God is his healer........ But our thoughts are not God`s thoughts, nor our ways His ways. There are lots of things we can`t understand as of the moment. Things we have prayed for that we hoped God would grant the answers. Like how this brother waited for his healing... Yet my friends.....sometimes the Lord chooses to have His own way......because He knows all the "whys". Thru it all, one thing is sure. It is for the good of all that love Him.

sis. gie

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

thanks..

monday (march 16, 2009) - my birthday went well.

a generous friend took me and treated us ( charis was with us) for lunch by the seaside at the back of the Mall of Asia.. I did`nt know we have nice pinoy restaurants there at ang sarap ng simoy ng hangin... Isang taga-U.S. pa ang naka-diskobre at nagdala sa akin dun. lol. Then we spent the rest of the afternoon at the Market Market pampered ourselves with foot scrub and spa, libre na ang pedicure at manicure...

Kinagabihan, hubby, dave & joy wanted to take and treat me sa favorite nilang grill restaurant. This is known to have delicious grilled chicken menus.....Gusto ko pa sanang sumama kaya lang hatinggabi na.....Pagod na ako at ang gusto ko na lang ay matulog, ZZzzz.....hmmm..

Anyway, thank you sa lahat who greeted me lovingly. Hugs and kisses from hubby and children.... that`s more than enough to make me feel so loved.

And Sis. Gina Lacsamana..... thank you so much! thanks for treating me on my birthday. Such generosity! That`s well appreciated...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

my 54th year!











I must say again the years ticked by so fast! I see it in how quickly our children have grown.. and how our physical bodies are showing the test of time much more the wear and tear of life. When i woke up this morning and stared back at my reflection in the mirror I realized the lines under my eyes and lines at the sides of my nose....... are they wrinkles? such unwelcome, frightening word to face....but no, as i observed keenly they are not wrinkles, but laugh lines. They appear when i smile and yes i have plenty of them... In all of my 54 years, despite the struggles and cares of life, there have been so much laughter and joyfulness. It is different when you live a life in Christ. It is always with a purpose and meaning.

Problems are frequent and many. There are bad times. Sometimes lonely days - pero mas maraming masasaya, lalo na kapag iniyak mo na sa Panginoon. i know God allows us to go through phases of life for us to understand his intentions for us and see the blessings that can come if we work through the good and bad times of our life, showing us "how"down the road.

I want to tell God today that i choose to always turn to Him for strenght, to give Him glory in the good and bad, praising Him for many fulfilled promises. Oh how good God is to me...
Now as i celebrate my 54th birthday i want to thank Him for these things i listed below:

l) my family - my husband who is my bestfriend, companion in life. who loves me dearly and letting me feel i am always young and beautiful..

2) my children. Dave & Jhoy, charis, verniel.These boys are the joy of my life, my inspiration, my treasure. I thank God for what they have become. How they love the Lord and live to please Him in all that they do...

3) my church (HCJC). our family in the kingdom of God. Every saint is a testimony of the goodness and faithfulness of God. They are one of the reasons why we determine to live a life of purpose in God.

4) pattsclan. my beloved family. my christian, apostolic heritage. You are far, yet so near. Each one of you is in my heart..I always mention each one of you to God in my prayers.... My mom, i will always love you. papa, i will forever miss and love you dearly.

Its my birthday in four days. I just feel i should write these words. I am always grateful for the strength He constantly give me and my loveones...

Thank you Jesus for letting me live a full life with you and all the people I love. Grant me Lord many more years..........good, fruitful ones...